ANYONE ELSE FEELS THE SAME? LOOKING FOR A FRIEND! just a brainstorming of a uni student’s dry but not dry love life!

I feel sad for myself sometimes because I think no one will ever love meAm I loveable

what is loveable?

Everyone leaves me for some reason sometimes valid sometimes they dont even make any sense and sometimes they dont even say something

those are the ones that hurt me the most- I aint gonna tell anyone I am hurt by someone, thats weak shit bruv…nahhh I dont cry in front of poeple anymore- thats looks needy

I dont want anyone to think that I am a cry baby and weak

Its all about fake it till you make it and I am on that… I am gunna fake being careless till I am actually tough af!

Do I want a relationship?

I never been in one but I know I got all the issues, attachment, commitment, trust, reassurance,..

What hurt me in the past that I become the happiest depressed person alive?

Family or rejenction

I used to think that boys rejected me because I was fat in highschool and my other qualities were nice but I honestly look bomb rn still nothing but cockroaches in my love life.

sick of bumble and tinder

“soo what you looking for”

some respect? some attention? I dont ducking KNOW.

the exact same convo with different people…

anyways, lemme just drive as therapy and cry on the way

also an advice: no one will think that you are “depressed” or a massive over-thinker if you start laughing at your insecurities and your bad habits

BEEN THERE DONE THAT! people start to like you if dont show your vulnerabilities..

Is that sad?maybe?